ENTRY# 5 - Consistency


ENTRY# 5 - Consistency



 First of all, I know I have been M.I.A for a long period of time. But if and only if, someone was constantly reading my blogs, which I suddenly stopped, for that I apologize. I have been very  busy these past few months. Not just with school (#gradwaiting lolz)but also with work, dealing with my spiritual well-being, emotional and mental health, etc.

I've done a lot of soul searching. It may not have been obvious for those people I've been with all day er'day but, I really did.

I was thinking, "Hey Pat! We're almost there! Yas! Finally! The world is our oyster!  What do you wanna focus on first? " I thought to myself or practically.. talked to myself... because I do that.. more often than I should. Anyways...

There I found myself thinking, what do I wanna do? I mean, I was blessed with a lot of God-given talents (not to brag) but I lack something in me. I knew it from the very beginning but was just afraid to slap my face with it because I kept trying all these things "I wanna start working out again,I wanna start a blog, I wanna start a Youtube channel, I wanna go back to playing the guitar again, I wanna concentrate on working, so on and so forth." But then it did hit me.  It was consistency. 


I never  did concentrate on one particular thing. I was a busy bee. With school, work, and wanting to have my own personal time enhancing what I was given. I didn't really focus on anything.So that's what I plan on doing. As of the moment, I have a lot and I mean ALOT of schoolwork to be done before I get my diploma in a few months. (REALITY SLAP*)I still wanna do all those things but this time, step by step and continuously ask for God's grace throughout the process. I mean, who knows? Maybe I was meant to do all those things, all in God's time though. 
I trust him with all my heart. My renewed faith brings me closer to Him. I simply just want to find my purpose. Because I want to glorify Him through the talents he blessed me with.So yeah! That's out. Gotta run... swoosh**

Thanks for reading!


See you in my next post!

xxoxx

Ixie :)


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  1. csmiraviteJanuary 25, 2016 at 9:02 PM

    You have a good command of the English language, with tenses and grammar all in check. You also have a good head that is firmly placed on your shoulders. Great going Pat! Keep up the good work!

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    1. Ixie January 27, 2016 at 4:41 PM

      Thank you Ma'am! I really do appreciate you taking the time to read my blogs. It really means a lot! I will do my best :)

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